November 2011
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I always turn back into my angsty young teenager self right before I start my period. Welcome to Emo Music Central.
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Are you fucking kidding me?
I left and went upstairs because he was watching some terrible documentary about wolves eating other animals and now he just came upstairs as well. Seriously?! I just wanted to watch my movie!
You'll listen to Coheed and Cambria and like it,...
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My host brother took over the tv so I couldn’t watch my movie.
I turned on Spotify and started blasting screamo/angsty music from the next room over.
This means war buddy. You will lose. Yeah, you just try to ask me to turn it down. Oh, you can’t because you don’t know English? Too bad for you loser.
That’s your life. You can do anything, could be anything. Screw high school....
– Tate Langdon (via theslayerettes)
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Violate
I shouldn’t love it, it’s disturbing and terrible, but they need to be together.
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I was in the middle of watching Inception and my host brother came in and made me change it to the news. Ok, fine, whatever. But what annoyed me was that in order to watch the news I had to turn off the dvd player and lose my place in the movie, not to mention there is no remote for the dvd player so I can’t just go to scene selection later, I have to play it all the way from the...
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I miss you so much Kate, and I am so jealous of your friends from college that get to have you all the time and I don’t.
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I've started watching "American Horror Story."
Tate is by far my favourite character. I liked him the moment he was introduced. I feel like he really just wants to be loved, it doesn’t matter that he is crazy and homicidal, he has the best intentions. Even in his fantasies he is only trying to help the people he likes out of the shit world he sees around him.
I was so angry when Violet screamed at him. I mean, yeah, I understand her...
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Waiting for my family was a good decision.
I talked with them for about 45 minutes. I hope I didn’t wake up my host parents whose room is right next to mine, but it was important.
Now it’s 2AM and I’m exhausted.
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Should I stay up in the hope that my family might decide to Skype me whenever they get home from my Grandmother’s, or should I go to sleep?
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I'm just sitting on my bed halfway across the...
The only thing that has kept me going was the fact that I thought I’d be able to see my whole family over Skype today for Thanksgiving.
I was waiting and waiting, enjoying all the Thanksgiving-y things on the internet until I found out my family isn’t going to Skype me. Now every stupid thing about everyone feeling so full and stupid turkeys and stupid families and all the stupid...
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A Midsummer's Night Dream is being performed at a...
It is one of my favourite Shakespearian works. It’s really hilarious and holds special memories for me. Not to mention it’s English.
I’ve been trying to find a show to see since I arrived. I mean, I really would rather be in one, but it’s way passed that time now. Maybe I can convince Menno to go with me; I know he really likes theater as well, and I’m pretty sure he...
I hate that feeling I get. Like people like the Brazilian foriegn exchange student more than me. I feel like people don’t really like me…
Can I just say?
shibbi:
My absolute favourite thing is when a boy scrunches his nose. Whether he is laughing, or singing, or even annoyed, I think it is the most adorable thing in the world.
I wrote this on April 22.
It’s still true.
The boy from the party wrinkled his nose when he laughed…
I miss it.
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Yesterday on the train home from Amsterdam
I was one station away from the one I had to get off in. This particular station is the one closest to my friend Marc’s house. Marc is the boy who had the birthday party over a month ago where I made out with that Friesian boy. That boy also lives near that station.
So now that you know the background, you will realize my shock when I looked down the train car I was on to see a VERY...
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it annoys me when people say they don't care about...
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I'm so stupid.
I pretty much got over that kid from the party. I mean, really, there’s more to life. But then today I texted my brother to ask if he was going home for Thanksgiving. After about five minutes I thought about it and realized that the person I texted couldn’t have been my brother because I don’t have his number in my phone since it’s an American number.
So yeah, I realized...
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And now he tried to tell me Americans are fat...
I tried to explain that I had gym more in America than I do here but he said it was because everyone here is in a sport.
Not only is that not true (because the majority of my friends here are not in a sport),but it’s stupid. I could say pretty much everyone in my school in America was in a sport too, because most of them were, but that doesn’t matter. People shouldn’t make...
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I hate it when my host father laughs when I don't...
Or when he acts like he is so much better than me because he can speak Dutch, Friesian, and English.
I mean, ok, good for him that he can speak three languages, really. But how long did that take him? And his English is barely good enough for me to understand him. I’ve had three months to learn Dutch AND Friesian, both of which I had never heard until I arrived in the country. Does he...
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The Hunger Games Official Trailer
f33ny:
you may think you hate twilight but you will never hate twilight as much as robert pattinson hates twilight
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My room is so cold that the water in my water bottle is colder after sitting in my room for a while than when I first put the water in it. (I always make sure the water is as cold as possible before filling up my water bottle.)
What is this place? It’s only November.
How to Dance Like a Warbler - "Raise Your Glass"...
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This has to be like one of my all time favorite posts.
“Hop in the shower… O SHIT THAT’S COLD.”
You have no sense of humour if you don’t laugh at this :P
‘why didn’t it rise?’ omg. omg.
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A couple things about Glee this week:
Spoilers and perhaps some unpopular opinions under the Read More:
The thing that bugged me most about this episode wasn’t the fact that the “sex scenes” weren’t “real” sex scenes, I actually think they were handled phenomenally, but what I really didn’t like was the fact that they kind of made it out to seem like you should have sex and go all the way...
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The wooden stick came out of my apple...
Time to kill some vampires while enjoying a tasty snack!
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What is that mama?
You sent me a package and want me to open it? OK!
Candy! And What is this?
A Carmel Apple?! Well you shouldn’t have!
Just kidding, I am going to devour it now.
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I have written over 4,000 words today and I am still going. I hope my motivation doesn’t run dry…
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I went to write the word pool, but I wrote poop instead.
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How do you know whether or not to kill off a...
I’ve already killed off one (the love interest of the character I am debating over killing or not) but I don’t know about this one. She is the long lost best friend of the main character who falls in love with the best friend of the main character’s love interest. Should I kill her off to be with her love, or keep her alive to only get in the way of the two main character’s...
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I took a few days off
from writing my novel, but it seems as if it is coming to me rather well. I have the general idea of the whole novel in my head, but I never usually find the right way I want things to happen.
I’m kind of a perfectionist, and I think that’s my problem. NaNoWriMo isn’t about writing a perfect, ready-to-publish 50,000 word novel, it’s about writing the first draft. I’m...
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I want some fucking cookies, man.
Can you get the munchies from second-hand pot smoke? Or is this just a really strong craving for cookies and pizza? And maybe some french fries. And a McFlurry…
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This is lame to blog about but whatever, it's my...
It’s just that I’m not used to people liking me. I mean romantically or lustfully or whatever. I’ve just been awkward and not attractive my whole life, and I’ve become used to it.
I’m not saying I never want anyone to find me attractive, it’s just that it has happened so rarely in the past that I don’t know how to react.
But now that I’ve been here...