January 2011
Foreigners.
I just recently got back from my first orientation to be a foreign exchange student next year and now I’m even more nervous about making friends than before. It was like no one wanted to talk to be. I’ll admit, I could have gone up to other people and initiated conversation, but for some reason I couldn’t, which scares me.
I don’t know, I just really hope I make...
Must. Not. Shut. Eyes.
I realize that altering my sleep schedule even more than it already is probably isn’t the best idea, but I also know that I have free time all to myself at night while everyone else is sleeping where I’m not being forced to do something else and I can do what I want. I like staying up until ridiculously early in the morning for this exact reason. Not to mention I always fall asleep...
srsly?
So I know I’m new to Tumblr and all, but seriously? This whole Tumblr vs Charlie thing is just stupid. All of the people making a big deal about it are really just annoying. No one wants to read annoying Tumblr posts about how yur soo kewl nd hip wif yo Tumblr-ing. Just STFU n00bs.
I fear I'll miss them.
I know I shouldn’t, they’ll all be fine, but I worry about my friends when I go away. Not in a way like I take care of them now, I just worry that if I’m gone and they need someone, I won’t be there. I worry that my friends aren’t as stable as they make everyone believe and I can’t stand the thought of leaving them without a definite person to care for them.
I...
Life In A Day
So I’m supposed to be doing my civics but I’m so excited for Life in a day that I can’t concentrate. Only 10 more minutes.
Life In A Day
edit: It’s 8:01 and it hasn’t started. Oh wait, here we gooooo!!! Vampire Weekend as the theme. YES!!
My mom gets so mad at games!
It wasn't so bad.
So the first day back after I sent him that letter was great. I feel like nothing is awkward and if anything we understand each other more and can be even more open than before, if that’s possible. I love good relationships.
On a completely different note, my friends invited me to a girls night for the first times in a long time. I know they don’t mean it, but I sometimes feel...
One of those people.
I want to be one of those profound people that others look to for guidance and an interesting view on life.
I want to be one of those people with a loyal following.
I want to be one of those people who are “cool” just because they are.
I want to be one of those people who see the beauty in everyday life.
I want to be one of those people who live their life their way, by...
What I've never done before.
So I did what I’ve never had the courage to do before. I actually told someone that I had feelings for them. I never do because I am almost always rejected, but this time I figured he would understand, and even if it didn’t work out, I’m happy as long as we can talk and laugh and enjoy our time together. He is mature enough to understand that just because someone has feelings for...
Just in case you were wondering.
I freaking love Wil Wheaton. That is all.
The fact that I’m leaving in a few months for a whole year isn’t scary because I’ll be gone, but because I won’t see people I’m used to being around every day. I will have to go through the terror of making all new friends to survive yet another year of high school but this time without the safety blanket of my friends. I won’t have that extra umph of courage...
obamaobamaobama
I don’t care what people say about Obama. I still love him and I will continue to love him. He has the best interests of the country in mind even if it doesn’t always come to be, it’s not his fault. People think that being the President is a great job. But think, even if when you’re the President you get the credit for all of the good things, you also get the blame for the...
Hi. Imma be a lemming.
I’ve never been great at the whole commitment thing. I’ve tried telling myself that I’d do something, and give up after a week. Let’s try again shall we?
Oh, and I’m gonna copy the world by joining yet another social network.
